Monday, May 31, 2010
baby.
Have been enjoying my days as much as possible with Boyfriend. Reason being, he's enlisting in a matter of 5 days. How fast, 2 months ago, I thought about it, gotta enjoy the remaining bit of time and freedom left with him.

Now, its only 5 days away. I know its part of his life, I know he's going to be a man and serve the nation. I know its part and parcel of every guy's life to go through this. I don't have a say in this, only the government has. And Baby just have to go through it.

But that doesn't means I've no reasons to be sad, thinking that he's gonna be away from me for so long. 2 weeks of confinement he'll be stuck in camp. Then, I don't know when will be the time he can book out, and the times that he can book out is so minimum, he has his things to attend to. I know I cannot be selfish to keep him all for myself when he has the time. But sometimes, I just can't help being sticky and wanting him by my side more.

That shows how important and how much he means to me now. And Darling, you gotta know this, and know this well enough. You mean a lot to me now. I'll wait for you to be out from army. Mark my words. And I'll really miss you a lot a lot. I try my best not to cry when I miss you k, but no promises. Because ... Aiyah. I'm a crybaby.

Baby, when you free must call me. When you're tired, must think of me. When you don't have the strength to pull on the training, think of me. When you're missing home, miss me too. When I'm studying, I'll think of you and miss the times.

Miss me must call me or sms me. Miss me must let me know. Must let me know that you're well and going on strong inside, and that they're not bullying you. You must, Baby, you must. I don't want to feel neglected and miss your voice and your everything too much. You know you don't have to be all strong in front of me. :(

Baby, 5 more days and I'll miss you so much. I hope you'll miss me too. We must stay strong and keep this relationship going. When you're finally out, I want a big big hug and a big fat kiss from you. Can I can I? (:

Its sucks to think about the last 5 days before he belongs to the nation.




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Hi, I'm Diona Nicole. I'm onto my 21st this year. I'm a true blue Virgo. It takes time to understand the real me, I don't open up to just anyone. My close ones are those who've seen the other part of me. Friends are my treasures, I thank them for making the efforts to understand me. I love shopping and days/nights out with my friends, but I'm always penniless. I'm very much a pampered girl under my parents' covers. I need to grow out of it, someday. I have a boyfriend, we get along good. I love you, Baby J.

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