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Monday, May 24, 2010
Couple of things on my mind, who to speak to?
 Yes, if you miss someone, tell them. If you love someone, tell them. Cherish everything that you've and everyone that you love before its too late. Life is so unpredictable. In a blink of an eye, time flies, you might have just lost the chance to let someone know how much you mean to him/her. And there's no chance for things to be back again, no chance to ever let them know again. I miss you, Boy. You don't know how much you mean to me now. Well, life has been mundane. I haven't been updating, thanks to my mundane life. Haven't been taking photos much too, with friends nor with my boy. I should start taking lotsa photos again, cause it is indeed the only way memories stays. Getting closer to the date that I dread and worry about. In less than 2 weeks now. I hope to be stronger, I have to keep myself busy and occupied to stop thinking. I hope he'll be fine and well inside. Its another phase of his life, I'm going to go through it with him. Cause I love him, no matter what. (; Supposedly to go somewhere with my cousin and mom today. But Mom's not back yet and I've no news yet as to whether I'm still needed there a not. So for now, I'm sitting in the living room watching TV. Tuesday and Wednesday are set aside for work with Sis. Earn money, at the same time accompany Sis. Thursday is the day of my Business Law Exam, its gonna be a 3 hour paper, open book though. I haven't been absorbing well last night during my revision for the module. Crap. I appear to understand during class, but when I get home, I've my doubts again. Business Law, Business Law, enlighten me please. Friday, tentatively set for meet up with Serena before she leaves for Hong Kong anytime soon after she settles her academic issues. I want shopping, I want to save money and buy the things I want to buy. I want a new bag, new clothes. Been trying to save since forever, months back and still haven't got the money to go shopping. Seriously. My money management sucks badly. Time management too. Rawr, terrible. Sat and Sunday and rest of the week, nothing on. 7th June, starting my second bridging module, Principle of Marketing. 8th June, starting third module concurrently, Tourism Systems. So, all the way from 7th June to 18th June, I've classes every single day except weekends. 2 modules to handle, 2 exams to prepare for. Lets see if I can stand. I need utmost concentration. Time is running out, we need to cherish. To my Baby Boy. I've my worries, but I don't want to stress you out. I know this period of time is gonna be dark for you. I don't want to add unwanted stress to you or to bother you. But Darling, you have been a part of my life these few months. Please know, I'll be with you no matter what. If you need someone to listen, I'll listen. If you need someone there, as your girlfriend, I'll be there. Darling, do what you're happy with now, do what makes you happy, do everything that you want to do on your mind now. I just want you to be happy, so I'm letting you be now. I miss you, Darling. And I love you, Babyboy. Have plenty of rest k. Muacks. (; |
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