Monday, May 3, 2010
april was bad, may will get better. (:
Hey friends, sorry for the lack of updates.
April was the worse month since the year started, but I have faith, May will get better. I hope May will get better for everyone too. (:

There have been nothing much going on in my life right now, nothing interesting. But as you can see from my previous post that me and baby met with a bit of little storm a while ago. Storms makes us understand each other more, yes no? But no worries, we're fine right now. And thank you so much to all the little angels in my life whom gave me a lot of advices and consoles along the way, just to make sure that I brave it through.

And whats more comforting to know is that, I mistook Baby. I thought he was really that cruel and set on giving up on me, but in the end I found out actually a lot was going on in his mind too. I'm sorry that I was so silly and almost gave up. But rest assured, I promise I won't be that silly anymore. We braved through this ordeal together. And I'm loving you more. (:

Yeah, thanks to all my little angels, so much so much.
Serena, Eugene, Christy Cousin, Katelyn, Xinyi, Vanessa, Qianyi, Huimin.
I wouldn't have had the courage if not for all your concern and advices.
Really. You guys might not know how much your concern mattered during that point of time, I'm not kidding, they really are.

And Baby, if you're reading this, thank you for the chance. And for listening to me, lets promise to be stronger okay, promise not to give up on our love. Cause if we love someone, we don't give up! (:

So lately have been helping out at Qianyi Sister's shop at Suntec. To pass my time faster and not rot at home. It feels a lot better doing meaningful things and being out. So, I'm going to help out again tomorrow and on Wednesday.

Whats up with my life next?

I'm starting my bridging module Business Law on this coming Friday. I'm kinda excited for school to start, but on the other hand, maybe I'm not that ready to step out of my slacking life yet. From not knowing anyone, I'm going to make new friends, going to study something that is of interest to me. I thank Dad for the opportunity. (:

Hmmm.

Baby's quitting his job on the 9th. Then, he's enlisting into NS on June 5th. About a month away and I won't be seeing him as much. How tough it will be for a girl like me, who is not so independent in love. How fast, I know the next part of our relationship might go very tough. But I want us to stay strong together okay.

My soon-to-be army boy, you're going to serve the nation next, less than a month from now. I'll study hard and wait for you. But Baby, I can't help but sense the fear building up inside myself. The fear of June 5th coming so soon, the fear of us going through your army period together. 2 years, its longggggg. :/

Dinner time. Till I update again!




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Hi, I'm Diona Nicole. I'm onto my 21st this year. I'm a true blue Virgo. It takes time to understand the real me, I don't open up to just anyone. My close ones are those who've seen the other part of me. Friends are my treasures, I thank them for making the efforts to understand me. I love shopping and days/nights out with my friends, but I'm always penniless. I'm very much a pampered girl under my parents' covers. I need to grow out of it, someday. I have a boyfriend, we get along good. I love you, Baby J.

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