Saturday, April 24, 2010
and still, life goes on.
I don't know what is wrong with me yesterday and today.
Last night, before I closed my eyes and let go of all that drama.
I told myself "Go to sleep now, wake up tomorrow and everything will be fine."

Then I doze off, still with a little tears dried up on my face. I lay my head on the pillow, stare at the ceiling, millions of things running through my teeny weeny brain. Some ridiculous thoughts, some decent thoughts. I don't know why I'm thinking them, but I couldn't stop myself.

I know I was not okay, I know its yet another down period of my life.

This afternoon, I woke up.
I opened my eyes, same thing, stared at the ceiling.
And this time round, I thought this.
"I'm not happy yesterday, and I am not gonna be happy today too."

I just know it. I just know I won't be stepping out of it today too.
Something is very wrong with me and my thinking.
Why am I so down and that much of a deep thinker lately?

Stiff neck, horrible stomach cramps, eyes are aching.
No where seems comfortable for me. Whats wrong?

Something is not right, but I can't figure.
Been in a daze all afternoon, and its going on.
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Hi, I'm Diona Nicole. I'm onto my 21st this year. I'm a true blue Virgo. It takes time to understand the real me, I don't open up to just anyone. My close ones are those who've seen the other part of me. Friends are my treasures, I thank them for making the efforts to understand me. I love shopping and days/nights out with my friends, but I'm always penniless. I'm very much a pampered girl under my parents' covers. I need to grow out of it, someday. I have a boyfriend, we get along good. I love you, Baby J.

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