Tuesday, April 27, 2010
my deepest thoughts.
![]() Baby, can we solve this misunderstanding together? In that message, I mentioned I want a break, not as in a break up and separate that kind of break. How could I even want a break up with you when I know I'm gonna cry buckets when I lose you and I can't lose you I know it clear myself. I was hoping you'll give me that bit of assurance. Sorry I got the wrong message across. I fucked my own relationship now. One whole day and night of crying, unable to eat nor drink. I know I'm hungry, but I've no appetite at all. It will be over soon, all these sorrows and miseries I'll learn to let go soon. I know the first few days or maybe weeks will be very tough for me myself. I need to tide it over. We're over. You said we're really over. I hate to accept the truth. We're not over, we're just put through a test, we had an misunderstanding. It will be over and all will be fine again. Maybe I did a wrong step from the start. Trust me, whatever I told you in those messages are the truth. That message gone wrong was sent on a purpose. But I misunderstood, and it was a message gone wrong. It backfired and I got my own ass burning now. Looks like its really better to let go of things now. I don't want to have to feel like this again. I don't know how long its gonna take me to let go of this past relationship. It won't be easy even if we were together only for 2 months plus. But I put in a lot of my feelings in this 2 months plus, I thank you for everything for these 2 months plus. There won't be a 3rd month coming anymore. I made you a pretty 3rd month card that I can't wait for you to receive it and see what I've to say. Its over, you won't bother anymore. Give me time, I'll throw it away when I feel better. Give me time, I won't cry anymore as much. It will slowly be gone. Give me time, I will try my hardest not to bug you anymore, I know that is the last thing you want now. I won't, pretty soon. It is really hard for me to say I don't love you anymore, because I've to be honest with myself. I know this is the only place where I can speak these out, the only place I can spill everything out, the only place I might be able to get the message across to you, to reach out to you. I won't hear your voice on the phone anymore, I won't get your message anymore. I hate to admit, that its really over. This is the only place that there might be a possibility that you'll still read. I don't know, but I'll just try. Hear me out, whatever I've to say. I love you, I really did for the past 2 months. We didn't got together easy, we know each other for 2 years over, I fallen for you past year 2 as days go. After seeing you in school, in class all the time. After working with you for FYP for a whole 2 semesters. Friends telling me you might have fallen for me, slowly by slowly. I didn't believe it, that is why I act not to care, for you to show your true feelings. Maybe you were shy, maybe you just didn't care. The mentos incident on my table, it made me happy really. The time during Supply Chain Management class when you bought 2 chocolate bars, one for yourself. You asked if I want the other one, maybe it meant nothing to you, maybe you didn't meant it that way. But I was happy, I was smiling inside. You never knew how happy it was for me that you come for FYP, that you come for school. Especially when we are in the same team, even if we're not, I still get to interact with you when we go for lunch. We might not have talked a lot or appear too close during school days, sorry I was shy. I was afraid of letting you see through my feelings. I've a lot to say, and its all coming out mixed in the mind now. My entire mind is very flooded and I've really a lot I want to let you know. But there is no chance anymore. Even this post, I won't know if you're reading it, but I hope you're. Because they are the deepest thoughts I've had in my mind about you, and I hope I feel better after speaking them out. When you didn't come for school or FYP. Trust me if I say that I really feel weird, I got used to having you around. I don't show it that I want you there, but I do, I really do. Times in school were times where I'd fallen for you, I never let you know this before. Now you know. School is over, 2 months ago, we got together. I was really happy. Really very happy you popped that question. Remember the first day after UT after we got together? Actually I was very shy about it, I was very shy when I faced you. But I let it go, I thought to myself I can't be doing that. It will give you the wrong impression that I don't care, when I do want to hold your hand then. Our first movie together, the tooth fairy, we sat in the cinema. It was considered the first date, we didn't open up as much. After that, you sent me home on your bike. It was the first time, I didn't know exactly where to hold, how to be safe, how to wear the helmet, how to this, how to that. You were with me all that time, I got you to help me wear my helmet because I didn't know how, and I didn't want to do it wrongly. I didn't know where to hold, I just grabbed onto your bag tightly for the first week. After that, I eventually found the right place to hold to feel safe. It was not on your shoulders, not on your back, anywhere but right around your waist. That was the right place, I was shy. But eventually I had to take that step out. So I did, and I never want to stop. Every time after we got to my place for the first week or so, I get down your bike. I want to tell you that I want you to stay and maybe we can sit at the void deck and spend some time together. But I never did say, so you ride back. I regretted not opening up then. Now there's no chance anymore. I swear this post is everything I remember of. I remember our first peck, our first kiss where our lips meet, our first tight hug, the way you put your arms round my waist, the way you hold my hands in the movie. And that second movie we caught "Valentines Day" where everything became more like a couple. West Coast Park, East Coast Park, Plaza Singapura, Orchard with Vanessa, Marina Square, Old Airport Road, Sim Lim Square, Newton Circle, Bedok 85, Bugis Market, Yishun Tau Huay, Sun Plaza, many many places we have been together. Right now, everything seems to remind me of you. You lying next to me, hugging me to sleep, looking into your eyes and faces when I wake up beside you. Your photos, my hand phone, my laptop, the cards, that key ring, that hand phone key chain, your helmet, the stuffed toys, my bolster, my blanket, my entire bed, even my room and my sofa and my house. I hate to be here now. Everything and everything. )': I can't stop crying last night. It was so terrible. I'm not kidding. I cried myself to sleep, I didn't say this because I want you to feel bad, nor to show everyone how vulnerable I am to love. Because I still care. Very much care for you and want you back by my side. I miss you a lot. I don't know what you're thinking. But why does it aches me so much? And it aches my heart more to see that you could let go of me so easy, that you no longer want to hear from me, it aches me to see our love turns out like this. Baby, I know I hurt you by that message a lot. I'm really sorry I was rash. You must be hurting now too, as much as I'm. Baby, I'm sorrryyyyy. Give me chance to make amends. THAT MESSAGE WAS SO WRONG. I want to treasure. Every love don't come easy. I very want to hold you tight and never let go. I don't want to have to give up on us, but its not something I can say or decide anymore. Please don't give up on us, don't give up on me. I promise to change, I promise to be more understanding. Give me time, I'll learn along with you. I'll change. All I need is that chance to make it all okay again. I know you don't like me like this, I'll change. It will be for my own good. Baby, can you really bear to let this go? I promise to be good, I promise to work harder and be a better girlfriend. We can always talk things out when problems popped. I won't be rash anymore. Really. You have to trust me, baby. I still have a lot to say, but I can't continue now. "If you love someone, let them go. If they return, they're meant to be yours. And always will." I love you, J. So much so much. Really do. Why did it have to be over? Monday, April 26, 2010
why was I so irrational?
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold my life just hasn't been the same oh baby no when i looked into your eyes the moment that i let you go i just broke down baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrafice Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night But I rather have you here with me right next to me and I miss the way you hold me tight I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that i could ever love a man so much I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world for you I'd do anything That's right baby Im goin crazy I need to be your lady I been thinkin lately that you and me yes we can make it just ride with me roll with me Im in love with you (baby) Thats right baby Im goin crazy I need to be your lady I been thinkin lately that you and me yes we can make it just ride with me roll with me Im in love with you (baby) break it down then I'll tell you what i feel from the moment that i met you its been so damn real my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak Can't belive I feel so weak tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me I'm your lady I'll be around waitin for you put it down be the woman for you im fallin so deep for you crazy over you im callin callin out to you what am i gonna do? its true no frontin it's u ain't no other I can no longer go on without you I just break down (down) I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that i could ever love a man so much I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world for you I'd do anything Thats right baby Im goin crazy I need to be your lady I been thinkin lately that you and me, yes we can make it just ride with me roll with me Im in love with you (baby) Thats right baby Im goin crazy I need to be your lady I been thinkin lately that you and me, yes we can make it just ride with me roll with me Im in love with you (baby) ooo, crazy,(ooo), lately (ooo), lately (ooo) Lately . don't give up on us. hold me tight and never let me go. Saturday, April 24, 2010
and still, life goes on.
I don't know what is wrong with me yesterday and today.Last night, before I closed my eyes and let go of all that drama. I told myself "Go to sleep now, wake up tomorrow and everything will be fine." Then I doze off, still with a little tears dried up on my face. I lay my head on the pillow, stare at the ceiling, millions of things running through my teeny weeny brain. Some ridiculous thoughts, some decent thoughts. I don't know why I'm thinking them, but I couldn't stop myself. I know I was not okay, I know its yet another down period of my life. This afternoon, I woke up. I opened my eyes, same thing, stared at the ceiling. And this time round, I thought this. "I'm not happy yesterday, and I am not gonna be happy today too." I just know it. I just know I won't be stepping out of it today too. Something is very wrong with me and my thinking. Why am I so down and that much of a deep thinker lately? Stiff neck, horrible stomach cramps, eyes are aching. No where seems comfortable for me. Whats wrong? Something is not right, but I can't figure. Been in a daze all afternoon, and its going on. Friday, April 23, 2010
we all set too high an expectation.
I'm not someone who wants to be left alone. I'm a girl where leave her alone don't applies for me. When I get upset, when I don't feel happy, I fear to be left alone. I wish that somebody could care enough to do everything to make me smile again. To find out whats wrong with me, even if I don't want to say. Cause I know somehow, if you try hard enough, I'll just tell you.You know when you left, I walked back into my room. I cried in my room. I showed you an angry face, but I wasn't angry, I was upset. I was upset that you gave up trying to make me smile. I was upset and I cried. Because I saw how it was not worth it for you to do everything to humor me back. Girls needs to be humored, and I'm one such girl. I may be throwing a bitch fit now. I may be throwing a temper to you just now. I just needed that bit more of attention from you, that bit more of effort to try harder. But you didn't try hard enough, and you left me. If you know me and understand me well enough, you'll realize I reveal a lot of my feelings on my twitter and I turn to my blog a lot when I'm real upset. Do you understand this of me? I bet you don't know I rely on them a lot. Do you know me well enough for you to search those places when you sense that I was not alright. It affects me a little to feel that you didn't even know that of me, you don't even know this character trait of mine and this behavior of mine. I do not like to be left alone, I do not like to be left alone to cry, I'm a girl that needs attention. I'm a girl that needs constant reminder and assurance that you do. Maybe this is not the girl you fell in love with from the start. Maybe I wasn't like this before. Maybe we don't understand each other well enough. You're from Mars and I'm from Venus. I'm sorry I act like a princess. I'm sorry I always have bad mood swings. I'm sorry I got you at a lost of what to do. I'm sorry for making you upset if you're. I'm sorry that I'm like that, and can't do anything about that. I'm sorry I'm such a troublesome girlfriend for you. I'm sorry that I think too much and ask too much. Sorry that I expect too much from you and push you too hard. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry if this is not the girl you fell for. I'm an insecure Diona, and this is the girl I'm. Sorry Baby for tonight. I love you. Always do, always will. :'( Thursday, April 22, 2010
update update, updated!
So this was on Tuesday, 2 days back. (: Went over to Bugis to meet up with Fatty after his work ended. We couldn't decide where to have our dinner, so we rode down to Plaza Singapura. As usual, some time for arcade first before we dinner. And its always the toy machines at Plaza Singapura that Fatty has luck in. Now I currently have 3 toys that Fatty caught for me. ![]() ![]() ![]() Superb late dinner at Burger King in the end. The other shops were closing already. Grocery shopped with Fatty there. Then headed back to my place. Fatty cooked Jelly for me. Love the almond jelly with longan most. (: . Next, was on Wednesday yesterday. Met up with the childhood friend. To register ourselves at KAPLAN academy. Our full time degree course, hope we get the approval. And hope we get into the same class, babe! ![]() ![]() I can't wait for school to start! Because I can't wait to get my butt to mug. I know once I start school, I won't be saying this anymore. But now I can't wait, cause I slacked too much. I want to get new stationery, new pencil box for school. And once I get approval from Murdoch University, there I'll go to MUJI and shop for my stationaries. Pardon me, its been so long since I last mugged, last I last studied from a textbook, or take down notes. Been so long since I really get down and WRITE on a notebook/foolscap/notes. I hope I get accepted together with Best, and studies together. Its gonna be a whole new experience man. I known her for 15 years, but I have never been in the same class as her before. Not to mention, STUDY together. (: But nonetheless, I still want my holidays too. Its like I can't wait for that, but I want this too. How contradicting. ![]() She seems very hoping that I'll throw a 21st birthday party. And she suggested me to wear a maxi dress like this on that day. Well, I shall consider if I want to, babe. But it is definitely a good suggestion for a 21st party. I've seen how hyped up you were about your 21st and how happy you were. (: After we walked around a bit, chatted. It was soon evening time, and she was complaining about sore legs. Fatty came down to fetch me at town, and we rode down to Chinatown. Supposedly to eat a famous chicken rice, but it turned out alright. ![]() And guess whats worse! When we reached there, there were fire engines at the building's car park. So we sensed something was wrong, parked his bike on the higher deck. Ended up the entire building was locked and emptied. Meaning to say, no elevators, no way into the building. Ah never mind, I can't remember already. It was just, us perspiring a lot before we got our dinner. I kept complaining about sore feet and how tired I was. I walked superb slow that day, I don't know why. Fatty sensed it, and helped carried my bag for me. And he pulled me along to walk faster. ![]() Dinner time. Then went down to Plaza Singapura again. For our movie, Shutter Island. Superb long show, but exciting kinda. But its was kind confusing too, confusing storyline. But nonetheless, recommended. But you'll definitely need some food in there to get you through. Fatty and I didn't get Nachos that night. It was terrible. I got so fidgety and freezing. ![]() The 3 teddies I talked about!
All caught by my Fatty. Love you, Fatty. The jackpot one soon? HEHE. (: Okay, done. Good night. Love you people. And Katelyn, you promised to tag! I'm watching. Saturday, April 17, 2010
I miss going to school.
![]() Been sticking around with Fatty almost everyday, and I think my bed got magical power, that can totally suck him onto my bed and not wanting to leave it man. So, he missed work for two days already, he dozed off on my bed at night. And his snores are disastrous, mothafucking loud and disturbing. I take a long time to get to sleep when he's beside me snoring away. Non stop mega hits. :/ I tried to wake him up on both mornings, but to no avail. Slapped him also no use, tickled him, scratched him, keep disturbing also lost to the magical power. So it can be considered that he has been staying over at my place for the past 2 nights. Lost track of how many nights already, superb many nights in this month I guess. Laugh out loud. Going to ban him from camping over at my place already, its doing me harm. I eat a lot with him around, because he keep buying junks then tempting me into eating them late at night. And I certainly don't want my tummy problem to come back. ): Fattty, ban you from camping over for 2 weeks or a month k?! Your mummy made it so obvious that she miss you being at home already. So, stop camping already. I've the games and dramas to keep me accompanied. And stop me from having supper, better still. (: Man, I've an itchy throat now. Keep using my tongue to scratch the top of my mouth. Then the itchy ear kicks in. Don't tell me I'm falling sick soon. No way please, no way. I promise more plain water intake. :/ Gonna sleep early tonight. Do biore pore pack then facial mask, and sleep. YAY. Good night, darlings. Thursday, April 15, 2010
Daddy's birthday celebration. (:
Superb back dated post. This was for Daddy's Birthday Celebration. So nice that 28th March was on a Sunday. So the whole family went for dinner together. Fatty and Brother's girlfriend joined us too. (: 老北京 @ Plaza Singapura. Mummy & Brother's treat. 6 of us ate the 8 pax package. Yummms. Was in a rush, so skipped the dessert shot.
We booked our movie "Diary of a Wimpy Kid". So rushed for the movie even before we could finish the meal. Was late for about 15 minutes for the show too. Back home after the movie. (: I love masks. (: ![]() We headed to Bugis, since I haven't dropped by there in a long time. Had my craving for KFC satisfied, collected my 我的美丽日记 from her. She helped me save up to SGD$6 per box, and she helped me get 3. Thank you so much, Darling! (: ![]() After lunch, headed to Bugis Street. The weather was superb humid and warm. And for some reason, on a weekday, Bugis Street was still packed. Squeezed our way through here and there. She got her stuffs, then we went to Sim Lim Square. Got 我爱台妹's 爱玉冰. Then delivered it to Fatty at his workplace. He says its nice and asked where I bought it. Fatty, if you good, next time every time I go visit you, I drop a cup for you k! (: Left Bugis in the evening, was supposed to head home to wait for Fatty, he was supposed to fetch me for dinner at Chinatown after his work. In the end, last minute plans called off because of the rain. I was quite disappointed uh, but no choice. So, at night. Fatty came over at about 1am. Camping over at my house since Tuesday night. Its nice to have a warm back hug as I'm sleeping. And to wake up to know somebody is there. Love you, Fatty. And stop scolding me when I try to wake you up. Or I'm gonna slap you up already k! (: Okay, I think I'm gonna fall sick soon. First was my ulcers, now it seems my throat. And my neck is superb stiff too. I don't like being sick, I don't wanna be sick. I still have to make it down to KAPLAN on the 19th. I still have to go dating with Fatty. I don't want to be sick luh. Down lots of water now. :/ About a week back, I was suffering from terrible indigestion symptoms. Reason being, eating too much, eating too fast, eating late into the night, then sleep immediately. So Fatty ride me over to Mustafa Center to get my medicines. Even bought laxatives as the last resort, but luckily I didn't take it in the end. Its recovered already, just a few days ago. YAY. HAPPY. And the night we went to Plaza Singapura for our movie. Date night, on the 9th this month. Before that, we slacked in the arcade. And Fatty tried his luck on the catching machines. One or two token and he caught this Baby Pooh for me! Hugged it around the mall, luckily it was late in the night already. Then hugged it back home, keeping it in my bag while he ride. (: Love you Fatty, bigger one next time k! HAHAHA. x= sitting on the oil tank as his pillion. (: Update again soon.
Monday, April 12, 2010
being apologetic.
![]() Grabbed this from my bestie's blog. So, credits to Huimin. (: Yes, and I agree with this quote so much. If you value that relationship or friendship more than your own ego can hold, you'll let go of that ego and apologize. Apologize not necessarily because you're entirely in the wrong, but apologize because you don't want to lose that relationship or friendship to this issue. Or apologize because you can't let a matter affect the feelings and crush the relationship in our own hands. Friendship is like that, kinship is like that too. And no doubt, relationships works this way too. Sometimes, knowing you're genuinely sorry and apologetic is good. Admitting to that dumb mistake, making amends to salvage the tore feelings. All is takes, is for someone to know exactly what went wrong and learn from their own mistakes. One mistake isn't enough to make us learn. But how many mistakes can we actually afford to make in life? One mistake, learn from it. But in actual fact, how many can really let go of that ego to say "I'm Sorry."? And not to say it for the sake of saying it to please the other party and make the anger and disappointment go away. But say it for the sake of really knowing you did wrong, you made the other party upset, for the sake of salvaging the problem and making everything okay again. (No worries, nothing is wrong with my life now.) Sunday, April 11, 2010
thoughts off my mind.
![]() And that's precisely why we take lots of photographs, with family, with friends, with our loved ones. That is why cameras are produced, for passion, to capture all the perfect and beautiful memories. Because, a picture doesn't change, it stays true, always and always, no matter how much the person in the photograph or the relationship with them has changed. In that photograph, a perfect memory remains a perfect memory. When in reality, ties might have been broken, the relationship might have been stained. The photographs holds the best evidence of that piece of memory that you want to keep so badly. Photographs documents our changes in our life. Hurrays for the invention of cameras, hurrays to photographs. Picture that! Thursday, April 8, 2010
The Cancer & The Virgo.
"Virgos can be demanding and critical at times. Cancer's loyalty, caring and sensitivity can sooth the busy and often complicated Virgo mind. Cancers are one of the few signs who has what it takes to coax these over-analyzers out of their heads and into their hearts. Once you do, Cancer will be pleasantly surprised by how easily Virgo let down their guard. Your Virgo will feel safe with Cancer, which will make them less picky and judgmental. Cancers really bring out the best in this often difficult sign, and Virgo's earthiness will appeal to Cancer's need for security."![]() Like the caption says, "Happy 2nd month." Close to 60 beautiful days with you, I cried before, because you made me angry, and didn't even realize it until you saw me. But of course, you dote on me too. Bring me out for good food, around Singapore. Bring me out for movies many times a week. Ride me here, ride me there, rounding everywhere. Everything I wanna say, you know it. 2 months ago, I started loving you. 2 months later, I love you more. Once again, Happy 2nd month to us, love. More surprises please, baby. (: Tuesday, April 6, 2010
60 things a girl wants but won't ask for it. (:
Diona's "twister fries" after washing. ![]() 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her everywhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it. 23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved. 25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know 26. DON'T lie to her 27. DON'T cheat on her! 28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants 29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her. 30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you. 31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too. 32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her. 33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her). 34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY. 35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her. 36. When people DISS her, stand up for her. 37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her. 38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle. 39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND. 40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible 41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS. 42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for LONG walks at night. 44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her. 45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her. 46. Rub her back--feels good. 47. Give her your coat if she's cold--that's always cute. 48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good. ;D 49. Let her sit on your lap. 50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly. 51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC. 52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL. 53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it. 54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently. 55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind--loves it. 56. Kiss her in the rain. 57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her. 58. Slow dance with no music 59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be okay. 60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D . Some very true. Okay, mostly true. (: Random stuffs to update on. And my stomach is still feeling very uncomfortable. Sigh. Every morning wake up with the same feeling, very sucky. Super wish it can get better soon, I promise not to anyhow eat and all. ): Diona wishes herself good luck and get well soon. Monday, April 5, 2010
Indigestion suck balls. ):
Remember the Ris Low prank that Shan & Rozz played on the audience for Aprils' Fool Day?Then came the Burger King coming up with the Anger Whopper Burger Meal. With 3 intensity, Angry, Frustrated & Infuriated. After visiting the EXPO sale with boyfriend that night after he knocked off. I think it was on Thursday or Friday, I forgot. So, we went down to Tampines, wanting to catch The Clash of The Titans at GV, but too bad, tickets are almost full and the remaining seats are those in front. So of course we're not gonna take those. Decided to give the Angry Whopper thing a try. (: Packet the meals back to my house, since boyfriend's camping at my house from April Fools' Day till today, Sunday. Hahaha. 4 days 3 nights camping stay at my house. But he still needs to go to work as usual. Uh huh. So never really stick whole day. LOL. He's gonna try the burger first. Overall opinion. No kick one, we even bite the chilli. Not spicy at all. nothing different actually. .
WEEEEET. So, remember I was complaining about my hair a while ago? Now I think its getting much better already, its either I got used to it, or the curls has loosens and getting more natural already. Hehehe, but whatever the case is. I still prefer my straight long hair. (: Time Check: 3.00am. Been suffering from what I think is indigestion. Just now went grocery shopping with boyfriend, my favorite activity okay. He bought the WEISEN-U Tablets for me. Then bring me to get Yakult to help my digestion. I hope all else helps me, the feeling is terrible. And he's asking me to go on liquid diet, to clear my stomach, rawr. How can?! ): I want to get well soon, bless me please. pray pray. So, its .. CLASH OF THE TITANS TOMORROW. TICKETS BOOKED, GOOD SEATS TOO. HIP HIP HURRAY, MOVIE DATE. :D Sunday, April 4, 2010
I'm on the tip of the anger meter.
I'm fucking tired of these,I'm fucking mad at you now. But you won't get it, you won't and you never will. Just go ahead and do what you want, I don't wanna give a fucking damn anymore. I won't try anymore. Damn. |
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