Just checked my graduation status online.
I officially GRADUATED from RP.
To be exact, graduating on May 12th,
but I guess I wouldn't be able to make it for the ceremony.
What a pity, though I very much wanna be there.
Cause that's when I can stand together with my friends,
in RP for the very last official time together.
):

UT3 results were satisfactory,
though I felt it could have been better.
But am glad enough though.
I put in my utmost efforts during the last semester in RP,
and efforts were paid off I guess.
Though GPA is not good at all,
but I managed to pull it up from 2.3 to 2.41.
Like what I said, its not good,
but I know how much I've been slacking in school.
:/

Professional Profiling PASSED.
CE Activity Criteria PASSED.
FYP I & II PASSED.
MODULES PASSED.
RP LIFE = PASSED.
(:

Next, I move on to my official new life in August.
Moving on to pursue something I've more interest in,
definitely not engineering again.
Double Major in Tourism, Hospitality and Marketing Management.
Together with Huimin best, I join her in our degrees.
15 years babe, we're gonna study together soon!

May are bridging units,
and for the bridging module,
I'm missing my Graduation Ceremony.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Life is full of constraints.

Dad and Mum's gonna have a hard time supporting me & my Brother in our pursue for university next. I know they want the best for us, that's is why no matter how hard it is, they still gonna save that bit of money for me and my Brother. They dote on us. Of course, I can't let them down. I can't waste their efforts and money.

I don't wanna see them disappointed. Once August school term starts, I need to work doubly hard, push myself through. I know and I feel I'll want to give up somewhere when times gets hard. But if you see me behaving like that, please give me a push, remind me what is my purpose in my pursue for university. For a better pay, for a better job prospect. For a better life, I want to work for a better life.
I chose it, Dad gave it to me the opportunity, without much hesitation.
Lets not waste it this opportunity.
Others can wait.

so many wishes.

Last night, went for night movie with Baby J, caught the Kidnapper. Not bad a film, very full of actions. Initially, we wanted to catch Being Human, another local film at PS. But I was late, and wouldn't be able to make it on time to meet him at PS for the movie. So, change of plan, Baby J came over to fetch me for movies at Tampines after his work. Thank you, Baby. (:

After movie, he brought me go rounding for a bit before we make our way home. Went exploring around my house area and found a place that I've never went though I'm in that area for 20 years already. Packet supper, chicken wings, chicken chop, and all the noms noms. Luckily he did not go fast, if not the sugar cane juice all spill on me then I'll kill him!

That oink damn pig. After his supper, he lie on the sofa and immediately K.O already while I was doing my chores. Terrible, horrible, incorrigible. Today he off day and he didn't tell me beforehand, woke him up in the morning for him to go get prepared for work. He still play along with me, then after that tell me its his off day today! Stupid boy. :/

But I'm happy, cause he spent the whole time with me.
Nice nice, though it gets irritating that he keep snoring
and I'm unable to fall asleep because of that throughout the night,
I keep turning and tossing in bed, thanks to him.
Need to find a way to stop his snoring already.
But its nice to wake up to his face, hug and morning kiss! Heh.
Okay, I know you guys sure gonna go "awww, so cute/sweet" or come disturb me.
Okay, shhh. :/

Brought him for breakfast with my Mummy at the market nearby in the morning.
Munch munch and we came back home, he fell asleep again!
And Mummy say until like I bully him like that,
keep telling me to let him sleep if he wants, don't keep forcing him up!
Nice lah, you got backing from my Mummy already lah!
Wings hard already, can fly liao luh.
Even my Mummy help you say things already.
This is bad, so real bad. HAHA.

Outdated photos.
Just some random updates.
We got chased by the rain when we were riding back.
Stopped somewhere to wait for the rain to subside.

And this was when we gave his bike a wash.
Okay, he did the job, I just stand around and look.
Give him moral support okay. LOL.

Soon, he will be selling away his dear bike already.
Because he's enlisting in a matter of a month or so's time.
No more rounding on his dear bike, no more him bringing me around,
sending me back home in the middle of the night, no more his bike.
No more him to be there for me all the time and to spend time with me.
But no choice. I know he's gonna say not like he's not around anymore.
But its just very different when he's in army,
lots of restrictions, lots of things to live by,
no more as much freedom as before.
Don't want to think about it now, later become crybaby.
)':

And I miss my long straight hair now.
Very very much, damn damn much.
Regretted trying perm, now I want my hair back so badly.

From those, to this.
I swear this looked better in the photos.
Because the person styled it and blow for me.
Normal times, its so messy and not like that.

Very depressed, I keep complaining to him.
That I want to go straighten my hair back.
But Mummy sure won't allow,
waste her money.
But I cannot tahan leh.
):

May 12th's the Graduation Ceremony!
YAY, I'M OFFICIALLY GRADUATING.
But I won't be able to make it for the ceremony I guess,
cause when I go for my university, I need to take up bridging modules.
And it crashes with the ceremony timing totally.
Lessons from 9 in the morning.
And if I don't pass the bridging module,
I won't be able to make it for the August intake anymore.
WHAT.A.BUMMER.
):

Waiting for Baby J to call.
Before that, I want to go do my things.
Rawr. Goodbye.

Thank you, Mummy for the trust so far.
I won't misplace your trust in me.
I know what I'm doing, don't worry about me. (:

Yeah, when B's back from Bangkok. He brought me out to fulfill my movie cravings and brought me rounding. Caught Hot Summer Days and Alice In Wonderland 3D already! Awesome movies! Diona like. Thank you, B. (((:

May's he enlisting into NS already, his new pathway. And May's when I start my bridging modules for University too. New school, new environment, new classmates, new school, new learning, my new path. So looks like, May is gonna be a long month to pass.

My RP Statement of Results is ready for collection. But I don't need it anytime soon. But I should be dropping by RP with Serena Darling tomorrow to collect it from school. SGD$10.70 for a transcript. Meow. But needed for application for University. Never mind luh. (:

I'm so rotting at home now. Gonna have to go get prepared in an hour's time. Slowly slowly get prepared then go his workplace wait for him when he knock off. Then accompany him go IT Show. Oh no, have to squeeze around the crowd. I hope the crowd wouldn't be too suffocating.
I hate crowds. ):

Going to pop by to find Vanessa, Yoke and Ben at the IT show later.
Time to watch some TV, then laze around home a bit.
(((:

getting sillier and sillier.

Just got back home after meeting Baby. 2 days ago, it was our first month together, but B is not around to celebrate with me cause he is still in Bangkok. And by the time he got back to Singapore, it was past midnight already. ):

So, this was a "surprise" for him, together with a handmade board that is not included in the photo. Because I don't want anyone else to see it, Serena Darling helped me in the making of it too. But only for B's keeping sake k. Thank you, Darling Serena! B, hope you like it and appreciate it k! Love you. Whatever I wanna tell you, I wrote it inside already.

And I received your little gift too. And I like it a lot, love you. I read what you wrote in that card already, made me touched touched leh. Appreciate whatever you did for me too. (:

Movies I've in mind to catch.

1) Alice In Wonderland
2) Hot Summer Days
Been wanting to watch them in a while already.
):

Yesterday afternoon met up with Darling at Tampines.
Went over to get some stuffs and have lunch.
After that, she came to my place around evening time.
(:

Last minute decision to stay over at my place.
Around 1 plus, felt hungry, wanted supper.
So, we walked to Bedok's Macdonald for supper.
Sat there, talked, chit chatted for a few hours.

Then, walked home home.
Along the way, she told me some story.
Made me feel so paranoid out in the darkness.
Worse still, it was about 3 plus when we walked home.
The streets were so empty, with just a few souls.
):

Oh, we took photos while Sok was on webcam with us!
HAHA. we look like twins right.
Same hairstyle, same parting, same specs.
But Sok says I look like the older twin, damn. :/

Slept at 6 plus in the morning.
When everyone's getting up for work,
we just headed to bed. LOL.

Woke up at 4 plus pm just now.
Lunched and TV.
And that bitch just left my place not long ago.
To meet her boyfriend.
RAWR. Make me jealous only!

I want to complain!
I THINK I GROW FATTER ALREADY.
I HATE TO SAY THIS AND SEE THIS.
MEOWWWW.

Mr Boyfriend's name hasn't flashed across my phone for a long while,
I know its silly, but I start to wonder whether he forgot about me already.
4 days down, 2 more to go.
I'm not getting used to not having him around.
Don't want to miss him and say so much,
later when he come back and sees this, he yah-yah already.
Cannot let him yah-yah, take for granted! x=

GOODBYE!

"I'm putting my life on hold, until I find it back."